ONE DAY I'll FLY AWAY

This week-

Career Fair is finally over. I'm seeing SWD in a different light. I now take all of their words with a grain of salt.

I got debarred from FYP Module, of all the shit... I hope the committee delivering the final verdict will approve of my appeal.
If I somehow don't get through this, I honestly don't know what crazy thing I'd do.

The sedatives I took for my insomnia are more powerful that I thought. I got drowsy within 10 minutes. I tried to type my goodbyes in the msn convos. I only found out from my friends the next day that it was all gibberish. Lol.

Skipped school today. My head felt as if it was made of heavy iron. That said, I still have no footage to show Jean. )):
Jx showed me a part of his half-editted footage. I laughed like mad. Replaying and laughing all over again.
HAHAHHAHAHA Martin's horny face is a classic. XDDD

I've a number of things to deliver tomorrow and its not related to FYP...... WTF, Y/Y?
Many people've said this before, NAFA is very jian (low/cheap). Yes, very.
Library dept just called, I had a bit of explaining to do. Argh jeez.

There was a thief there yesterday, because he was holding something when he made his escape from the foyer.
A bunch of people shot out from the lobby after him but they couldn't catch up. You should see the way the security guards ran.
Suspect ran non-stop all the way to Peace Centre direction, but the guards were hesitant about runing across an empty road to Sunshine plaza. Cops came but too late.
The NAFA staff were quite useless, if they'd shouted "STOP THIEF!"
At least 10 of us sitting at the foyer benches or EVEN the students smoking across at Sunshine could've at least blocked his way to hinder his escape. Whole school vs 1 man, sure faster right. Morons.

I like dogs. Mom doesnt.
She told me an incident that occurred in china, it was on the papers a couple of days ago.
It really chilled me to the bone, and my beehoon with extra ketchup for breakfast looked completely replulsive.
Deeply unfortunate and tragic la.

PS3 isn't working now. I'd forgotten to allocate my ram space for the scratch disk into my D drive. And now both drives are somehow "full". My C drive literally plunged from having 2gb worth of free space to 1mb in the total span of an hour. Darn it. Even after switching to D drive, its still giving me the obnoxious error message, despite the 74gb worth of free space when I checked. The bigger problem here is, I've not finished my work. WORK. Mr We's expecting that leaflet later. Argh. I'll have to ask Jx to help me out with my laptop again, its the 3rd time this week. So paiseh man. ;p And heavy to bring to school! ;(

I'm so looking forward to saturday! And its got nothing to do with National Day. (:

Had a long day. At least I've finally decided on the direction of my DM project. After class, I had a really long group discussion with Enny & Nic. Omg. We couldn't agree on the same thing. Eventually we just sort of compromise by keeping another concept as a 'back up plan'. 

It was pretty late by the time we ended and I went to see manager of Continuation Education for the first time. My assigned dep. I've not worked for him long enough to understand what he's like. On first impression, he's very strict and is somehow giving me a 'trial' to test my capabality..? He was also rather wary of me, I had to repeat 3 times that I do not have a part-time job outside before he got it in. He kept stressing on the fact that I definitely will have a very hard time coping work together with my studies. I already knew these when I applied for Assistantship, but now that I've met up with him makes me feel that I'd signed my own death warrant instead. =( 

I've to remind myself, that Greg is just having it as bad as I. Working at Changi and then rushing to NTU; waking up at 5AM and reaching home at 11PM. We'll live through this!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jean is so different from Pat, I actually felt something other than stress and anxiety in DM lesson! ;D Admittedly, I wasn't as productive but at least Jean's more.. approachable. I guess.

Went to meet Xt at The Cathay after school, Lx hadn't reach yet so we just sat down and snacked abit, catching up with each other and also briefly reliving our high sch days. Hey we really ought to hang out more! 

My thoughts about Batman Dark Knight; Heath Ledger did a good job of playing a hideous, dark, diabolic, and psychotic Joker. Joker is actually my fave character in the animated series, but despite being the same character, there is a stark contrast between movie and animation. Cartoon's is comical and always easily captured. Whereas Movie's is just damn elusive and crafty, causing the film to last more than 2 hours! I was already restless and sleepy. Oh but Christian Bale was hott. Crooked nose hah. ;D

Anw, I guess this marks the end of Heath Ledger on-screen history. NO MOAR GAY COWBOY SECKS. D:

I tried the whole of yesterday trying to insert a .swf into my CV page, but my Flash can only save up to Adobe Flash Player 8 whilst the one I have installed is Flash 9! I tried to install Fla8 but couldn't. And then there's the rollover buttons. I want it to work as my sub-categories.
In short, many things cocked up.
The cold I'm nursing makes it harder to concentrate on work too. AH SO SIAN LAHH.

I miss Kim so much. I want to fly over to Melbourne now.

I kind of have an ominous feeling that I can't shake off about this final term. 
Despite knowing that this isn't right, I am actually more reassured knowing that someone else is in the same boat as me.
Sigh. I hope everything works out.