ONE DAY I'll FLY AWAY

wow. took so much to get me movin.

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 21:00:40 GMT

LOL

i'm actually drawing now. x)

; gave up

Wed, 15 Jul 2009 17:39:12 GMT

It was a short three days in Tioman but it was so fun and beautiful. Jw said that three days were too much for her when she went there with her cousins. I guess it boils down to the company you're going with.

I dont ever want to forget;
the turquoise waters, schools of fishes, snorkelling together, soft white sand, pink sunset, stars like a picture from an astronomical chart, stray kittens, strong sea breezes, friendly divers, pitch-black forest, bonfire, icy beer, chilling at the balcony, etc.

The night when we were lying down on the jetty and looking up at the stars, we all wished for the same thing; for the moment to last forever.

Okay now we'll know.

Sat, 11 Jul 2009 18:24:54 GMT

Tioman in 6 hours.

THE deciding trip.

We will definitely return somewhat different.

No rifts, hopefully.

And I sure hope I come back in one piece cuz i can't swim for my life. :/

graduation

Thu, 28 May 2009 18:59:47 GMT

feels so surreal that i'm going to bid farewell to campus life..
seems like i was still rushing fyp yesterday too

the set-up for this year's grad show is a big phail- for the VC people anyway
too messy too many screens and nobody.

speaking of which, THANK YOU SHASHA
your support is much appreciated!!! ;D
i'll pop by lasalle for the showcase tmr or on saturday soon!

i cant think properly. i want to stop thinking too. brainz no disk space.

Tue, 05 May 2009 06:02:16 GMT

zomg i saw the ghost today.

i feel so wretched now.

i need a nap.

silly dream indeed

Sun, 03 May 2009 15:09:24 GMT

I had a traitorous dream last night. But life would be so much easier for the people around me.
I ought to be striked by lightning for entertaining such thoughts. Oh life. GAH!

(it wasnt any indecent dream btw.)

small updates

Thu, 23 Apr 2009 11:40:34 GMT

This week-

Career Fair is finally over. I'm seeing SWD in a different light. I now take all of their words with a grain of salt.

I got debarred from FYP Module, of all the shit... I hope the committee delivering the final verdict will approve of my appeal.
If I somehow don't get through this, I honestly don't know what crazy thing I'd do.

The sedatives I took for my insomnia are more powerful that I thought. I got drowsy within 10 minutes. I tried to type my goodbyes in the msn convos. I only found out from my friends the next day that it was all gibberish. Lol.

life is sickening

Thu, 09 Apr 2009 16:35:54 GMT

Today was totally fucked up. The first thing I woke up and I was already in trouble for not being in school earlier on a non-school day. I cabbed down to school immediately. Its hard to the face the music when they're still pretending to be nice. At least thats what it seemed like to me. Gargh, I wish I have more energy and motivation to carry out what's expected of me. I feel so lethargic nowadays. And its really annoying how people keep telling me to sleep more when there's obviously so much more to finish.

I need to declare this to reassure myself. That blardy banner wasn't done by me. It's hard to organize info with aesthetics when other people wants "this and that big big, later not clear." and "russell says..." FUCK THAT SHIT. ITS SO FUCKING UGLY. I guess she hasn't realized that russel is, in fact, one of the shittiest nafa lecturers. I want to tell them not to tell anyone that the poster was done by me now that the event banner is turning out like that.

My Designer's Patience needs to be cultivated. Sigh.

random and nice encounter

Sat, 28 Mar 2009 07:32:15 GMT

Its not everyday that you suddenly make a new friend on the train! I did, but we didn't exchange numbers because we were both in a hurry. Damn, she seemed like such a nice person too. I really wanna thank her again for the Usabichi thingy. She alighted in Woodlands too, oh well, if we have affinity then we'll meet again~

letting go

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 17:14:42 GMT

Yesterday's outing at East Coast was teh epic. I literally ripped Hes's clothes apart in public, unintentionally. I'm so sorry!!! She almost kena sexposed! HAHAHA. Anyway, I think I sort of ruined my image and am now known as a useless schizo to certain people. Which I really am sometimes.

z0O

Sat, 14 Mar 2009 07:18:35 GMT

Zoo yesterday with SWD and some from the photography club. It was BORING. It seems as if many animals have disappeared, or have shifted to the Night Safari. But the otters were damn cute. <3 After a long hike, Hes, Su, Syah and I just took continuous tram rides circling the entire zoo, we all slept on the tram. We got tired of it so we decided to leave first via cab. For some uncanny reason, I managed to lose my footing and tripped over the taxi stand bench. I was sprawled unglamourously on the ground with a twisted ankle, with my oh-so-wonderful friends doubling over in laughter. Thanks guys. -__-; Biting back the sharp pain, I quickly climbed into the cab.
Me: "UNCLE, TO HOSPITAL PLEASE."
Friends: "ROFL NO!"
They were all sniggering at me throughout the ride.
In the end we just headed over to Cine to watch some disney film with a really predictable storyline. Lol.

CAN'T CONCENTRATE

Mon, 02 Mar 2009 15:48:43 GMT

Instead of rushing for tomorrow's submission, I am currently surfing fashion channels. PAH! My grades are slipping I know, my design direction is lost. No consistancy despite my trying to salvage it. The more I think about it, the more I hate what I'm doing. I am the epitome of my FYP topic- Stress. I should just display an A1 picture of my resigned expression and overlap my face with 'Don't end up like her' in bold. That might even work, if it weren't for the publication requirement.

Terence class. I am almost positive that tomorrow is going to suck.

Optimistic much? (.__.)

slum

Tue, 24 Feb 2009 09:26:13 GMT

I didn't watch the film Milk, its not released locally yet. However, I'm glad Sean Penn won the Oscars. 'BOUT TIME!! He's a darn good actor, one with the real skill to move his audience. I am quite immune to tearjerkers however, he made me cry a river watching I am Sam. (its kinda like Forrest Gump) What he said on the thanks speech made me very proud though I'm not sure how much I agree on his stand but the truth in his words simply summoned acknowledgement.

Why am I talking about Oscars when I should be rushing for my assessments. OKAY BACK TO WORK.
I am so behind time, been thinking about everything except FYP... I feel kind of stupid. *is in a slum*
ALRIGHT NOW RLY BACK TO WORK.

wear and tear

Wed, 18 Feb 2009 10:31:50 GMT

Skipped school today. My head felt as if it was made of heavy iron. That said, I still have no footage to show Jean. )):
Jx showed me a part of his half-editted footage. I laughed like mad. Replaying and laughing all over again.
HAHAHHAHAHA Martin's horny face is a classic. XDDD

I've a number of things to deliver tomorrow and its not related to FYP...... WTF, Y/Y?
Many people've said this before, NAFA is very jian (low/cheap). Yes, very.
Library dept just called, I had a bit of explaining to do. Argh jeez.

There was a thief there yesterday, because he was holding something when he made his escape from the foyer.
A bunch of people shot out from the lobby after him but they couldn't catch up. You should see the way the security guards ran.
Suspect ran non-stop all the way to Peace Centre direction, but the guards were hesitant about runing across an empty road to Sunshine plaza. Cops came but too late.
The NAFA staff were quite useless, if they'd shouted "STOP THIEF!"
At least 10 of us sitting at the foyer benches or EVEN the students smoking across at Sunshine could've at least blocked his way to hinder his escape. Whole school vs 1 man, sure faster right. Morons.

I like dogs. Mom doesnt.
She told me an incident that occurred in china, it was on the papers a couple of days ago.
It really chilled me to the bone, and my beehoon with extra ketchup for breakfast looked completely replulsive.
Deeply unfortunate and tragic la.

ONE MORE SONG!

Tue, 10 Feb 2009 17:17:52 GMT

FOB Concert !

PETE. IS. SO. CUTE~~~~~~~<3
I basically reduced into one of the many screaming rabid fangirls everytime he stuck out his tongue while playing.
They didn't play the entire tracklist of IOH so I thought I wouldn't be able to hear an old favourite live tonight. But they actually placed Dance Dance on the encore!! ;DD
Patrick's live singing has improved!

I went with Aviel. He said I killed his ears. HAHA
His classmate who happened to be standing near us said I was singing and dancing. Lol, was I !?
The mosh pit wasn't that bad as compared to CityAlive and Zouk F&E.
Some people who elbowed and bumped me were at least polite about it.
I screamed so hard that my voice sounds funny now.

TODAYYYY~

Wed, 04 Feb 2009 16:15:43 GMT

Today's Vibrancy performance was, by our standards, a disaster. LOL
However, we accomplished it all in the name of fun.
Saw many people who I dont usually see today during the event line-up. (:
Hung out with zul anna and jx for sheesha.
It was raining bulls and lions today. Got soaked to my toes despite carrying an umbrella. :/

Tobacco is bad for your body, kids.

Tue, 03 Feb 2009 18:09:57 GMT

Hung out with Jx and Anna today. All I can say is, today's events have been rather interesting. Lol.

On a short note;

Mon, 02 Feb 2009 13:35:33 GMT

Cos Challenge ovarrr! I seriously thought I wouldnt be able to make it in time. My accumulated nights of staying awake finally gave way to my weariness on the final night before the event.
Many thanks to XT and ZT for their big help!! And the guy called Rei, for helping on the wig. Nifty hands. Kyoru, Shasha and Ifa also came down. Thanks for the support, i can't tell you how happy I was. XDD
[SHASHA IFA THANKS FOR ERICA! <3 ]

I still find it funny that Fir actually recognized me! He was there with the anime symphonic band. He recognized XT first, her voice actually gave it away la, then I urned away from his angle. Several minutes later, he was staring at me so I quickly turned away and he shouted shrilly "ANGELINE!"

"NO I AM NOT." *covers face*

"ANGELINEEEEE! HAHAHAH!"

"Dont laugh la woi!!" ;D

The day ended on a happy ride home on XT dad's pick-up. We were still in our costumes! Yah, my silver hair was flying like mad. I think I can reuse the wig for a Squalo cosplay. Just a thought.

I rushed home and rushed out again for Cityalive. They turned the whole stretch of road in front of the old parliament house into a huge clubbing ground. Awesome disco lighting, groovy music remixes, and of course, greeaaat dancers. All the cyphering was so dope. Km and his friend were about to enter the ring when it suddenly disbanded. HAHA !
There was a girl who was cyphering inside, her moves were SICK. I mean this in a good way. Her style was pure hip hop and she hit the beats hard. Maannn, if only I can move like that............................. AAAHHHHHHHH I WNA IMPROVEEEEE!! Why can't I dance welllll!

Too late for NR, so hitched a ride back with Hester and ended up staying over. I woke up with her dog, Jingles, sleeping on my chest. Lol. Damn cute la he.

Reality of FYP is sinking back in. I can't find my proposal anywhere and we have Terrence tomorrow. I'm in deep shit.

OMIGARDS

Thu, 29 Jan 2009 02:53:10 GMT

STEPH FINALLY REPLIED!
LIEK, FINALLY FINALLY, AND IT WAS VIA EMAIL.

2 DAYS.

D:

Make myself be.

Wed, 14 Jan 2009 20:31:16 GMT

Tonight is going to be the biggest challenge for us. Heck with muscle spasms and feet blisters. It will all go well definitely!!

O Come, O come all ye to Bethlehem!

Wed, 24 Dec 2008 19:02:03 GMT

Wooh, an update in a long time! ITS XMAS NAOO! XDD

First of all, I love working for Mark even tho I do not get to do what I want most of the time. The point is, I like my working environment, the people there are really cool and super friendly. Mark, CK (Jean's still holidaying in Tasmania) and I were supposed to have gone fabric shopping in Geylang, along with a guy from White Room who knows the directions. Ah Hui.
That beng, despite having to meet us in the morning, he went clubbing all night and only returned in the morning all worn out. Smart.
SO, there was no work today and none on Boxing Day either, on my request! XD
Then, met up with Gerard. He gave me log cake and lotsa stuff. Yay! And I gave him something from Muji.
Then there was the bbq at my house. The satays I peng-ed were awesome much.
After that, Aviel, Kai and I chilled out in Joyce's room practising our basic and baby freezes. I finally saw Aviel's air freeze. Awesome~
Then Greg came in handing out stuff to all the cousins with all their names on it. Everyone. Jimmy, Vanessa and Yvonne all received one each even though they barely exhange words with Greg. And guess what, my name wasn't in any of the little wrapped up packages!
He was like "Lol. I think I forgot to include you leh."
"You're kidding! NB!"
But he had a couple of extras and then wrote my name on the ornamental peg so all is forgiven hahaha.
Then we went for the midnight mass, only a few of us. The choir was baaaaadd. It didn't sound like a choir but merely a group of people singing terribly. Stark contrast to the previous years'.
Lol Fr Terrence said in gospel interpretation that, we should forget the romantic ideas of xmas and get real. Hmm. He has a point for where he's coming from, but still, a rather subjective judgement.
In all, this xmas eve was kinda well-spent.

I guess I can't make it to Teck Leng's mom's funeral tomorrow due to family commitments. I think it'd be weird even if I showed up anyway, we never really talked much to each other back in AI. It must suck, totally, to lose your mom a few yrs right after you lost your dad, on xmas eve no less.
Life's really unpredictable, we should all cherish our loved ones and never take anyone for granted.

today

Sat, 06 Dec 2008 17:58:15 GMT

Having a plastic ruler stabbed into your forehead is NOT a good way to wake up. Followed by getting your ponytail trampled on.

Shasha I feel your pain of having to deal with the brats now!
'Cept that I still love Alfie. One hella creative toddler, if not naughty.

Joyce kena high fever + unknown virus,
thus I couldn't join the otaku cloth-hunting,
thus I can't start on my drafting later,
thus I will fall back on my costume progress.
DAYUM. D:

cosplay? ....moi?

Sun, 30 Nov 2008 17:09:56 GMT

The Cosplay Challenge! I attended it with XT and ZT. I thought there'd be more people signing up for this, but not too many people is good too. We get moar attention and time from our instructors; namely Stephanie, Maria, Yuanni, Inoran and 'Uncle Props'. I think its awesome how they came to each one of us and answered our queries. I wasn't too thrilled when we were under Yuanni's group, no hard feelings there but its just because she's cosplaying Sakura and is always with Maria. Lol. KENA AFFECTED BY SHASHA. >_>;
But soon after, I find her pretty okay, but she had really won me over when she made the blunt comment on this guy about his booger. AHAH she's awesome to put it across so directly and yet so harmless.

I've been laughing at cosfucks all this while, now that its my turn, my conscience is coming back to bite me in the ass. Oh wells, I still can't make any promises that I'll indeed go through the entire 8 weeks course. Most probably will do anyway, I'll try try try not to screw up doing Riku! (Eh? 0_O)
I couldn't see myself as any anime character, not even now as Riku. But since I signed up for this, I'd better flush my doubts down. Moreover, I've got XT as Sora for company! And I'm REALLY looking forward to ZT's impossible-looking weapon from Noctis(sp?) in FF VS13.

GAHHH. Got myself another bad scar on the leg! I've never seen a blister this big. At first I found it morbidly fascinating but then it grew bigger as if feeding on my warped interest. It sorta look like a hard boiled egg now. No kidding! Fking gross right. ITS THE BLISTER OF THE CENTURY!

LUCKY~!

Sat, 22 Nov 2008 10:59:39 GMT

The interview yesterday sent my nerves in a knot. Almost. I almost got lost searching for the office. It was located in the heart of Haji Lane. If I hadn't spotted Martin there I don't think I would have found the place. Yeah, he had an interview there before me. After my turn ended, I left and Zul called asking me if I'm here for the interview for the same firm as he. He was searching for the place and saw me acrss the street. Lol.

Anyway, the office is really small. Expected la. But they've got pretty cool products. Graphic on apparel. The young owner Mark was browsing through my portfolio when he suddenly asked me what kind of music I like. I said that I'm pretty open to all genre. But alot of alternative rock and hiphop. Then when they heard me mention Wu Tang Clan, they were all WOAH WAH and laughed at their inside joke. Kinda weird that I can only think of an old hiphop group to answer with, when I only listen to one song by them. -_-;

They sent me an email in the evening, offering the job. OHHOHOHOOH~! Man, I was so sure that Martin would get it. I was pretty bummed when I found out that he was going for the same interview an hour earlier than me, I even called him names. Lol. >.<

mixed feelings

Wed, 19 Nov 2008 11:47:44 GMT

ASSESSMENTS OVER! Man, have I got stuff to rant abt!

1//   Now the next challenge lies in internship, if I manage to get any that is. Emailed out my super-unimpressive resume to some companies, have yet to receive a reply. I honestly dont think there'll ever be one.
Denise told me afew months ago that THAT stupid Elmer aka Mr Wee dropped me, and I was like alrite wadever. Then Ms Chan from Stud Welfare just called saying that he needs me, I was like didn't he drop me long ago? Apparently he didn't tell Ms Chan. I think she knows about how fickle and difficult he is to work for because she tried to make me tell her if I've been mistreated in his dep. Lol.

2//   The day after assessments ended, I had to clear up the mess in my room. I CAN SLEEP IN IT NOW! The mess was terrible. I sent down like 5 recycling bags full of things. Then I discovered that I actually have so many A3 mounting boards. =(
My mom and I finally got the study desk into my room, it had been left outside for days because there was no space for it in my room. It was so funny. She was carrying the other end of the desk into the room first, but it got stuck at the door.
Turned out that there was MORE stuff behind the door that we'd forgotten to take out.
When she saw the mess behind the door she was like "WHAT?! THERE'S SOMEMORE??!!"
And I had to wait outside my room with the desk stuck there while she drag away the 2 cartons of manga + other random things that was behind the door. Lol.
While I sorted out my things, Mom was the one filtering the trash, as in, checking if there're any documents with my particulars left inside. Then she saw a huge stack of papers that was only printed on a single side and she was like "Oh I can give this to Greg for him to use as scrap notes for school!".
I turned around to see what she was talking about and I saw the print on the papers.. "O__O|||    OMG MUMMY DONT TOUCH THAT!!!!"
(The yaoi manga that Nicole's friend gave her and she didn't know what to do with it so she gave me. I didn't read much of it, not to my liking.)
Of course, she decided to flip and see what's so horrifying about it. I stared and waited in trepidation as she skimmed through the work-safe parts. She then skipped some pages and the smut came. There was a butt in a panel and she went EEP! I went lolololol. After she recovered from her shock, she started lamenting to herself loudly 'Why my daughter so pervert~'
I tried to explain to her that that stuff isn't mine, someone gave it to me. And she was like "yeah right, that's what you've been saying for all the expensive and weird things I found in your room."
.............
..................
......................=(

3// Have I mentioned before how much I hate know-it-alls? Maybe not, but I really can't stand it. Once or twice occasionally is tolerable but all the time is rather unbearable. I try not to say too much and avoid the matter itself altogether. Also, I really REALLY don't like people who look down on others especially when they're supposed to be on talking terms with each other. Maybe its funny when you diss people like that, that's what you think. But know your limits dear, its time to back off. And also, just look at yourself! So get off your high horse dammit.

4// Man, I thought I was over Diru, I mean like just cooled off of them. Until I saw a toshiya icon. He was half-bald, like how the school goth Alex is now. Just like how Marilyn Manson was. DAYUM. Why you do this Totchi! I rather him totally bald than half bald.