| serphy ( @ 2009-04-09 23:49:00 |
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| Current music: | Time To Pretend - MGMT |
| Entry tags: | stress |
life is sickening
Today was totally fucked up. The first thing I woke up and I was already in trouble for not being in school earlier on a non-school day. I cabbed down to school immediately. Its hard to the face the music when they're still pretending to be nice. At least thats what it seemed like to me. Gargh, I wish I have more energy and motivation to carry out what's expected of me. I feel so lethargic nowadays. And its really annoying how people keep telling me to sleep more when there's obviously so much more to finish.
I need to declare this to reassure myself. That blardy banner wasn't done by me. It's hard to organize info with aesthetics when other people wants "this and that big big, later not clear." and "russell says..." FUCK THAT SHIT. ITS SO FUCKING UGLY. I guess she hasn't realized that russel is, in fact, one of the shittiest nafa lecturers. I want to tell them not to tell anyone that the poster was done by me now that the event banner is turning out like that.
My Designer's Patience needs to be cultivated. Sigh.